Gifted Hands - Dear Lord Lyrics

Dear Lord,
Not really sure
What you have planned
But my life is in Your Hands
So, I'm here for it
And although many weapons may form
If you will for me to go through any storms
I'm prepared for it
Please guide me through these choices I choose
And whenever you want me to move Just say when
But right now I thank you for everything. In Jesus Name, Amen
I wrote this for myself
I need to make sure I'm taking time to help me before anybody else
Working on my mental health
Thank God the impact and the good I've done outweighs the bad of anything I felt
And I've felt the worse
Been insecure with my confidence shot
Bet you I get it right this time when that deposit hit, watch
Hope this career takes off so I can jump on jets
Cause I know what it's like to make a hundred stretch
And on my best days
I thank God for opening doors
In the same way, there's doors
I'm cool with Him closing for sure
The mess I made had my heart and mind broke to the core
Cause success came the same time that I was supposed to mature
And I blew it
You ever had a problem that's your fault
And your pride won't let you admit you're the reason that you lost
Now you toxic to every person
Every path that you cross
That's exactly what I thought
You know how much that cost
Like yo. You know how much can cost you your life
Like staying around the wrong people who don't belong in your life
And you choose to ignore the right people who wanna offer advice
Yeah, this your world
But the world ain't gone talk to you nice. So, listen
It's certainly your life and your choice
But imma tell you one thing you should know
If ever you decide that you ready to get out your own way
Choose to grow