Gift Giver - Death Wish (featuring Tyler Dennen) Lyrics

""I've been spending every f*cking day biting my tongue til it bleeds cause all these words that I speak keep rotting out my f*cking teeth. I bite my tongue til it bleeds. I keep rotting all of my teeth. I try to block it out- everything he says to me but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me? I can't look back and I know it's not just in my head. I'm waking up everyday but I just wanna stay in bed. Why does this have to be the path I tread? It's hard to give a f*ck knowing you were born dead. Nobody ever seems to have a f*cking hand to lend. I've got shit for luck and dozens of these so called \""friends\"". I'm dying faster than I should intend. It's hard to give a f*ck waiting for your life to end. Why does this have to be the path I tread? Why did I have to be born dead? I try to block it out- everything he says to me but I'm forced to do it cause the devil's watching over me. I try to block it out but he won't let me be. Why won't you let me be? Why won't you let me be? I think I'm dying at the age of 23. I know I'm dying at the age of 23. 23 years and where the f*ck have you been? How could I ever forget the marks that you left on my skin. I always knew this motherf*cking house was not a home. I always knew this motherf*cking house was not a home. I always knew this house was not a home f*cked up from all the time that I spent alone. High expectations but I'm not a f*cking drone. My mouth has been shut for so long it might as well be sewn. It's hard to give a f*ck knowing you were born dead. It's hard to give a f*ck waiting for your life to end.""