Gids - SadSong Lyrics

I'm just tryna sing a sad song right now
I'm just tryna find a way to write down everything im feelin right now, right now

I don't know where to go next
Whats it like to feel so blessed, You can really let ya dome rest
Shits so hopeless, working then I blow checks
Cop a couple zips but I won't flex, oh yes
Weed stench stays in my fabrics
Wishin that my money was elastic
But I burn it like matches, pass it ash it
Tryna find bliss, amidst mindlessness
Now I got the glock cocked i just wanna watch the clock stop
Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock
Time slots, got a couple pills to pop
Until someone calls the cops on a boy so lost
Tryna sing sad songs

I'm just tryna sing a sad song right now
I'm just tryna find a way to write down everything I'm feelin right now

Lights down, tryna find out
If I'll live or die proud cuz my sound, just might change me
Quick and slow aging
Struggle to reframe it
Cracks in the walls should i paint it, over
No luck, no 4 leaf clovers
Tryna stay sober, steady getting closer
To getting some closure, stone cold composure
Then i go, then i go, then i go, then i go
Lose it all, like I'm used to the winter and the fall, no calls, no answers
No sleep, no transfers
Lack of financials
Blew it on 'preme, it's just clothes in a hamper
Shit I can't handle, sippin' on a handle

I'm just tryna sing a sad song right now
I'm just tryna find a way to write down everything I'm feelin right now

Time out, did I take the right route
Take all the chances that I might doubt (no)
Until the day that my names in lights, steady sellin out days n nights
Until the day that I might drown
I just wanna be my own boss
Why floss on the gram, smokin' grams
Actin like i got a lotta bands
All i needs some face tats and a couple vids of me poppin xans (no)

I'm just tryna sing a sad song right now
I'm just tryna find a way to write down everything I'm feelin right now, right now

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