I am stressed out and can't help it
I've booked a flight to go back to a city I promised
That I would never go back see his sky and his ocean
But here I am, and can't stop it
Walking in the street remembering all that shit that we made with me my friends and I
Maybe it wasn't so bad to go back to my hometown
I don't know why, I don't know my dark memories
Doesn't affect, doesn't affect me anymore
Maybe it's time or maybe it's distance that healed my wounds
Or simply it's just the only place I feel the more home
Going back to my hometown I never thought I
Would leave the past and bad memories but I can
Feel that I'm feeling, feel that I'm feeling better
It been hard but, it been hard but it's over
Yeah, Now it's kind of over, I've said sorry to some, I've seen some old friends in town,
Yeah, drink beers late night chains cigarettes
Telling old stories when we were all innocent
Yeah I'm glad it's kind of over, I've lost my faith and joy there and still see friends hopeless there but
I'm back, nothing changed, everything stays
Drunk at the bar and we all scream
I don't know why, I don't know my dark memories
Doesn't affect, doesn't affect me anymore
Maybe it's time or maybe it's distance that healed my wounds
Or simply it's just the only place I feel the more home
But except that I still have business to do
6 years that I have ain't seen my dad who fired us from the house
No voicemails and no messages no text since then
You left like a ghost but I still have some questions
You can't grow yourself some balls so I have start the conversation
You don't deserve forgiveness, but I deserve peace
So I have to make it happen to feel someday bliss
I don't know why, I don't know my dark memories
Doesn't affect, doesn't affect me anymore
Maybe it's time or maybe it's distance that healed my wounds
Or simply it's just the only place I feel the more home