Dark Thoughts Video (MV)

I'm trying to run away from my own mind
Complicated thoughts got me feeling so blind
Can not find direction don't know where I'm headed
Spiraling down out of control life is feeling underwhelming
I'm staring in the sky trying to find meaning losing faith day by day
Try and stay believing
Things happen for a reason man that's bullshit
Why am I still breathing when I'm just over it

I sit in silence bro in my own thoughts
And they're so loud in my head it won't stop
Smiling on my face but inside I'm dying
Demons talking in my ear and they will not be quiet
Filling me with bad thoughts and I'm feeling hollow
Feeling like it's over and I'm about to throw the towel
Above it all a heavy heart that is filled with sorrow
Love you all on the real don't know if I'ma see tomorrow

If I ever hurt you I am truly sorry
If I ever loved you I hope you're looking at me fondly
And I say this kindly with sincerity
Depressed head cloudy hard to see past the clarity
Scaring me the disparity from where I am and where I be
Wearing me to the point I'm surviving just barely
Narrowly escaping the hatred that's overtaking me
Breaking me heart breaking mistaking the breath that's taking me
Try'n to catch it redirect it
Emotion that is shaping me
Making me the man that is failing me be rid of frailty that's ailing me
So hard to see from A to Z
What's so hard about being me Maybe it's not meant to be
Cause I'm always someone's second choice
And I'm never know ones second chance
I'm screaming here without a voice F*ck it call the ambulance
Cause I'm done