I'm so confused
I hate the thought of losing you
Don't wanna care
But to be honest girl I do
I fell in love
And didn't even get to chose
And now I'm down
A nigga stuck
I'm missing you
Im going crazy
I'm just trying to make it through
Not thinking clearly
Swear I almost grabbed the nuse
It's kinda crazy
How I ripped my heart in two
I'm second guessing
Wishing I could be with you
I start to feel like I don't care
Like I don't give a f*ck
Lately I been acting up
Cause my pain been catching up
Wishing we were catching up
Wishing u would keep in touch
I know it's not ya fault
But when u left
I started giving up
I started losing trust
Question
Was it love or lust
Driving me insane
I miss ya loving
Baby fill me up
Praying it's a dream
I hope that you're the one to wake me up
Shout and then they scream
I know they steady trying to Break us up
I'm so confused
I hate the thought of losing you
Don't wanna care
But to be honest girl I do
I fell in love
And didn't even get to chose
And now I'm down
A nigga stuck
I'm missing you
Wish you could see
I need you here wit me now
My feelings floating about
I'm losing hope feeling doubt
Leaving pain inside my music
Trying to figure it out
I do this shit to end confusion
Give a f*ck bout the clout
I'm wishing that I could
Be with you right now
Instead I'm hurting
Thinking bout you right now
I miss them days that
We would lay up
Miss when we would stay up
Now we got em mad
They steady praying we would Break up
Got a nigga sad
I'm steady hoping that we link up
Thinking bout
Our future
Wishing one day we could cake Up
Running from my feelings baby
I don't wanna face up
I just need some healing baby
Hoping you won't change up
Overthinking
Start to feel
Like you got sick of me
Reminiscing I'm just
Praying that you missing me
I feel the difference I'm just
Wishing you were kissing me
Caught up in my mental
Got me asking
If we enemies
Girl this shit is killing me
Draining all my energy
Questions with no answers
Girl I blame my instability
Pressure you for answers that
I know you couldn't give to me
I know it's not ya fault
But I've been caught up in the
Misery