Ghxst - Drawings on the Wall Lyrics

Swear that I've done too much dirt
Like I won't make it out
Always told me what you do
Is gon come back around
I'm sorry mama sorry daddy
Think I let you down
I hear the demons at my door
I see em all around

I won't make it out
Like no my problems too deep
The way this karma come around
I'm gon be under 6 feet
It's so much pain like bitch I'm scared
Know you can tell when I speak
But I'm a man
Ill face my judgement
I'm gon stand on my feet

Hope I learn to really trust em
I'm so sick of deceit
It's hard to trust
When everybody come around
Just to leave
My problems cutting
Swear I'm crying
Every time that I bleed
Swear this music help my issues
This shit helping me breathe

I got a girl
But everyday wish I could give her better
Think that she'd be happier
If I had never met her
All these secrets back n forth
I'm writing love letters
Know that she deserve the world
And what I can't get her

I know she deserve them pearls
And that black leather
I know she deserve it all
And that Gucci sweater
Doing everything I can
Like I'm playing catch-up
Trying to be a better man
Make it out the weather

Swear that I've done too much dirt
Like I won't make it out
Always told me what you do
Is gon come back around
I'm sorry mama sorry daddy
Think I let you down
I hear the demons at my door
I see em all around

I'm gon die cause my past
That Shit gon stay on my ass
Bitch I'm accepting my bad
This Shit gon split me in half
Like I know that I won't make it
Bitch I swear imma crash
Like I know that I won't make it
Think this year is my last

Deep down
I been crying
On the outside I laugh
Deep down I feel it all
Bet they can see through my mask
Just so much inside my head
I let it quietly pass
Always wishing I was dead
Bitch I'm living like that

(Aye yeah)

Bitch we living like that
And there ain't no going back
Like You know Ill keep it real
Feel the pain through my rap
Gon run down in the field
Put my shit on the map
Think I'm gon have to get killed
Just to show them I'm that
Nigga

See I'm nothing like these niggas
I be different
My pain be silent
While I focus on the mission
Im too caught up
To give a f*ck about my image
Don't give a f*ck bout what they say
I'll make em listen

They shooting shots but they missin
They talking down
Steady dissing
I bring the beef to they kitchen
Don't give a f*ck
Bitch it's written

I'm out my shell
F*ck what's timid
I'm straight from hell
F*ck what's hidden
I'm popping up like a mention
Bitch I'm gon take it and get it

Swear that I've done too much dirt
Like I won't make it out
Always told me what you do
Is gon come back around
I'm sorry mama sorry daddy
Think I let you down
I hear the demons at my door
I see em all around