ghouls under the ladder - eulogy. Lyrics

Thrown salt
My last ditch effort to resolve
A cracked reflection of myself
The mirror showed me someone else
Curtain call, I know that its a test
Shout, scream, Macbeth
Self-obscured, hard to be seen
I tried my hardest, god, believe me
My fault
It always has the same result
A broken record
Broken record
Broken record
Spun till im sick
It's their game, cat chases the mouse
My third cigarette burned down the house
The cowardly lion lost its mane
Heart, soul, and brain
Closed vault
Barred and locked up by default
And nothing changes
Nothing changes
Nothing changes
Stretched till I'm thin
Death itself knocks at my door
I saw the dirt pile, plagued and impure