Ghosty - memory foam Lyrics

Someone said you gotta get up and live your life
I don't think they understand what it means to thrive
In a body you hate
With a mind that you're constantly fighting
Most days I just lay in bed and never get up
Sinking into memory foam, I'm tired and stuck
Cause I wanna forget everything that you said to me
I'm doing everything to keep my composure
I'm trying meditation, I'm taking yoga
You'll never understand what it takes to be
Me
You said
I'm dumb
For doing whatever the hell I want
So what
You're wrong
I'm trying my best and you're singing along
Someone said you gotta stop your dreaming too much
Talking about the future like you've already won
And you're calling checkmate on a game I won't play anymore
I'm doing everything to keep my composure
I'm taking medication, I'm getting sober
I'll never understand what it takes to be
Me
You said
I'm dumb
For doing whatever the hell I want
So what
You're wrong
I'm trying my best and you're still singing along