Ghosty - bicycle Lyrics

They tell me don't self-medicate
It'll only bring me more headaches
And they ask me why I'm so afraid
Today is a good day for a good day
They tell me just get out of bed
It'd be easier if I could get out of my head
And they don't get why I'm not okay
They thought I'd be better by yesterday
I can't explain that it's not all the same
If I could get out then I would get out
And I wish I could tell you about my dad
And why the thought of him always makes me sad
It's a vicious cycle on my bicycle
But I never learned how to ride
I don't get to church on time, can you still love Jesus and wanna die
I wish the big man would take it away
But I guess like thorns, some things just stay
Can you think back to that night
You were looking at me and I asked why
You couldn't even keep a straight face
You just laughed at me and then looked away
I can't explain that it's not all the same
If I could get out then I would get out
And I wish I could tell you about my dad
And why the thought of him always makes me sad
It's a vicious cycle on my bicycle
But I never learned how to ride