Ghostt Bllonde - Birthday Party Lyrics

It all started fine
With a kiss on the cheek
Has it been a while now?
It's been a streak
Whose coming? Who's going?
There's hands in my hair
It's been too long now
My thoughts everywhere
(And I'm like)

(Oh no!) How am I gonna make it out of this time?
Confidence comes easy
When I instigate and actuate
Alright
Maybe I'll see you later in the back of your apartment
Where I will just sit quiet
Wondering if you're suspecting anything
Oh will I let it show?

Glitter and gangs wait outside the room
Do I fit the role my drunk lips assume?
Now I could care for sentimental swings
But boisterous, rowdy, temperamental things
Roll off my cuff like

(Oh no!) How am I gonna figure out of this time?
I get off too easy
Faking that I'm making people feel alright
Maybe your whiskey kisses
Could animate and escalate it tonight
Not too young to try it
Wondering if I keep saying anything
Would it save your afterglow?

(Oh no!) How am I gonna try to hide it this time?
I took truth too easy
When you celebrated I negated everything
Maybe I'll see you later
In the back of this apartment
In my head's a riot
Wondering if I'm reflecting anything
Oh I think you know