About to slit my wrists
F*cking on a ugly bitch
I don't want to exist
I'm slumped back
In the back of Cadillac
With the mac, about to attack
I'm slumped back in the back of my grandmas Cadillac
Cup like a syrup tap, while I'm fiending
The high that I'm experiencing, y'all really know me like that
Now you see me up in here really I don't even care
Its just a blank stare, gaze through to my soul
Enter the hollow with stairs
Now I'm moving on a mission
Add every drug to my addiction
Gonna pass the rank restriction
Gonna keep going not Christian
We terrorize everything in the way
Don't listen to what you say
Taught don't always obey
I was abandoned
In this city where everything bad happens
Music makes problems attracted
Money, girls and fame
I don't want to have it, no getting rid of it
She got attracted to the dope on sight
Now by my side every night
All the drugs wont pass the night
Smoking weed ounce by ounce
Hoping to figure my life out
Crashing back on the couch
I'll drift away into a slouch
Feeding her drugs as she pleas
She's dropping down to her knees
I'm slumped back
In the back of a Cadillac
With the mac, about to attack
Cruising in the Cadillac
Tint with paint matte black, Fresh paint like tack
Thinking back on all the teachers that said I wouldn't be crap
But I'm the one with the Cadillac
Connor in the back rolling up the fat pack
Bout to light up the whole pack
Drifting off maxed out of our tolerance
Stopped caring about the ignorance
Cross flipped on my chest
Lost under the armoured vest, never get any rest
Follow life to death, sesh till out of breath
Switch
Now I'm coming back, Full system counter hack
Not rapping about racks or stacks
This life was just a track