Sonder Video (MV)

I've always tried to be
The one who has the control of its mind and soul
It's been the hardest thing

To do with myself
Knowing that I was gonna lose it
I fell under the sea
I'm gonna drown
In my own mind and life

It feels like I failed
It feels I'm not free
I know you'll forget
'Cause you always do
I know you can't save
My life when it ends
Because you think too much about the way to forget

I've spent my life trying to think about when I would have died
That I left without knowing if it was my time
But it's okay
I don't need to talk about this 'cause there
Is a noise that covers all the words of mine
It makes me think that I'll never know if I will be missed
But I always lived with all the questions about me
I'll never know if this is collective or it's just me
But I feel like a missed a way to be saved

It feels like I failed
It feels I'm not free
I know you'll forget
'Cause you always do
I know you can't save
My life when it ends
Because you think too much about the way to forget

(It feels like I failed
It feels I'm not free
I know you'll forget
'Cause you always do
I know you can't save
My life when it ends
Because you think too much about the way to forget)

They were the last words
Of an unwritten book
It was the way it shouldn't be at all think this through
It never asked for this end but it came the same
It was certainly not the way that it had to end
It never thinks about the way it comes to the people
It is the time that is making us not fine
You think about the time
The only way to stop it
The real problem has always ever been the way to say goodbye