Ghosts of the Wastelands - Addicted to Death Lyrics

I wish I was like the other ones
Be able to see what is no more here
I wish I felt like a counterpart

Being able to hear what I cannot see
I never wanted to be right here
If there isn't you
Like you were before
I never look for you in my mind
'Cause I can't take the weigh
When I come back here
I never wanted to go this way
But I'm used to it today

Today

My time is like a photobomb
'Cause I'm losing all of it when I'll turn it on
And I'm searching for the light to illuminate my mind
I never ran away so fast in my entire life
I never tried to talk to you even if I promised
I wasn't able to unite all the words for something
So I'm saying this to you to explain my problems
Maybe I'm wrong but I feel like I lost my knowledge
My entire world is falling all below myself
I never did something useful to get back in time
I always fail at trying to go to what's mine
I never felt I was in there but I wasn't fine
Maybe my mind wasn't ready to lose all of you
Maybe I never wanted you to go away from me
But I am sure that I'll feel like I'm not with you
I'm here alone and the only one in here is me

Today

I wish I was like the other ones
Be able to see what is no more here
I wish I felt like a counterpart

Today