Ghost Revival - mess (feat. Dear Me) Lyrics

Was I the man that you saw in your sleep?
Was I the man that you saw in your sleep?
And now you won't even look at me
It cut too deep and I took it too far
You'll come crawling back I know how you are
I miss it
I don't even miss her
I don't even miss "us"
I miss the feeling I had
They were different times
We were young and naive
Living in a bubble of safety and love
Happy because there wasn't a reason not to be Going through life with the same routine
How different things turned out to be
Picking up pieces that started to crumble
My only stable relationship is the on with a bottle
I did grow up
I did get stronger
I got through so much
Only to fall apart again
Was I the man that you saw in your sleep?
And now you won't even look at me
It cut too deep and I took it too far
You'll come crawling back I know how you are
What the f*ck am I supposed to do with all these love songs?
They said it will heal with time but last I checked I'm still a f*cking wreck