Ghost Revival - Different Lyrics

One year now and I'm better off
Without you and your smoker cough
We're stuck on repeat I can't shake it
I wasn't happy then I can't fake it

You made me lose myself and my friends
You made me think that this was the end
Better luck next time I said
And maybe soon you won't feel so dead

I'm wrapped up in my sheets
While laying in my bed
You circle around my head
Like why's it so different?

Three missed calls and I know you're probably nervous
I got a list of flaws and I know you don't deserve it
I would take it all back, but who would it make me?
I'll never f*cking be who you want me to be

I'll never f*cking be who you want me to be

And every day I see my colors fade to gray
Wondering why I ever just walked away
I guess I couldn't stand the fact that you did the same
Now I'm sitting here wishing that I never knew your name

And nowadays I only feel like I'm just a let down
Trying to move on, trying to float don't let me drown
Asked you to leave me alone just don't even bother
I'm locked in my home where it's quiet and somber

I'm wrapped up in my sheets
While laying in my bed
You circle around my head
Like why's it so different?

Three missed calls and I know you're probably nervous
I got a list of flaws and I know you don't deserve it
I would take it all back, but who would it make me?
I'll never f*cking be who you want me to be

I'll never f*cking be who you want me to be