Ghost J - Poison Lyrics

I drink you down
I want to love you
But you don't know how
Poison
You tear me down
Feels like extacy
Got to quit you see
Or ill lose me
Poison
Poison

Seems like i lost my mind
A long time ago
Falling just like dominos
End up with this broken nose
I get tricked into your
Shit games you play
Bricks you throw my way
As i try to lay my foundation
Always playin with my soul
I give ya gold you melt it
Then resell it
With no care at all
I got to tear it all
Down its unbearable
I carry so many scars yall
Inside i yell and call
But outside i got
Control like a snake charmer
Strong unbreakable armor
Like im king narmer
Uniting my ups and downs
Understanding my surroundings
But my mind is pounding
With things that are sinking me
Into these depressing thoughts
It does not go away you have to fight it
And push harder everyday
I have my purpose to push onward
Why do i feel i don't deserve good good

Poison
I drink you down
I want to love you
But you don't know how
Poison
You tear me down
Feels like extacy
Got to quit you see
Or ill lose me
Poison
Poison

I walk down this street with a bag of that booze
They say another drink and you will lose
Im a stereotype that they all point out
Im just lookin for change for my way down
I don't know if its addiction but i got these problems
And im so depressed its hard to solve em
When i try hard they just disregard
The system full of systems just to guard
There bankroll and the bullshit
Politics to keep me confined
So its hard to find a job that can help me step outside
Away from everything that i left behind
Cause im so broken constantly hoping in time
That it would just end
But they want me to pretend
Act like to be just like them
They charge me to work
Pay for the creators earth
They took my dad at birth
Momma got a pill thirst
So how the hell would i know my worth