I'm tired from sleeping, and I'm sick to my stomach again from going out
I'm rewired isn't that what you wanted from me
I'm awake in the dark, tell me I should feel lucky enough 'cause it's art
Like it's payment for the suffering
Say don't feel so uncomfortable when you're not home
But I'm constantly checking my lungs and my fingertips
'Cause they turn blue, but no one else can see it
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault I'm like that
It's not my fault
It's not my fault
It's not my fault I don't like that