I got it on my own
No matter how much they talk I won't never stay down
She say Im her king so I need a crown
I really love lil shawty but right now she tryna ignore me
F*ck social media, I deleted instagram that shit ain't for me
When I was down y'all ain't give a f*ck that I felt like I was finna die
But now that I'm up y'all wan' be on my side
But I won't let that shit f*ck with my brain
I know who my day ones is and they won't never change
And I'm forever thuggin'
Won't never switch up on my gang
That nigga wan' smoke but he pussy as a bitch
He fake bangin' but I grew up 'round this thug shit
She lovin' on me but dissin' on the low
Sneakin' 'round f*ckin' with my bro
Tryna play stupid like I ain't know
She love when I touch on her body
I told her stop but she still popped that molly
And I need yo' love, I'm feelin' like f*ck yo' lust
If that nigga try me I'ma bust
Came up thuggin' with my gang
F*ckin' with that bitch but I ain't her mane
Miss livin' in the hood coolin' niggas
But at the same time Im leavin' out my pockets gettin' bigger
I got my eye on the world
Right now I'm not f*ckin' with no girl
Smokin' weed everyday tryna heal my pain
I gotta make sure I don't go insane
Got so much shit up on my chest
Tryna change so I can be at my best
Can't even sleep at night so I never get no rest
Smokin' nicotine
Livin' my dream
Ready to up a motherf*ckin' beam
When she in her feelings she call me cryin'
But she ignore the fact that I feel like I'm dyin'
I got it on my own
No matter how much they talk I won't never stay down
She say Im her king so I need a crown
Mane all this smoke fillin' my lungs and it's killin' me
The only one I want isn't feelin' me and it's tearin' me apart
I lowkey just wanna hit that dab cart
And make it feel better
To be honest that shit stopped working but it's whatever
And I know I would never cross her and I would never toss her
And I carry this gun because it makes me feel safe
But I really could catch a case but I don't care because this world is scary
And I don't wanna die and leave this life behind
Even tho it ain't that great
But when my dads gone I gotta put food on that plate
And I don't wanna leave her behind even though I ain't been bein' so kind
And all these thoughts in my mind got me goin crazy
Honestly I been bein lazy
And I don't give no f*cks
Im always tryna make a couple bucks
And how I feel about this girl really got me scared
I ain't prepared to be feelin' this way about someone already but I guess ima have to be ready
And if you f*ck with me you know ima be holdin' that gun steady
Ima thug out 'till they fill my grave
And ima be on that race to the top until my days stop
And these opps steady cappin' and they always lackin'
And I'm steady packin'
Ima bust until they kill me
All this rage is the shit that fill me
I tote that white flag
I ain't got time for no fag
Ima jus get my bag
And I want this pain to go away but all that shit do is stay
I always pray for the day that it's gone
So I just write this song
I got it on my own
No matter how much they talk I won't never stay down
She say Im her king so I need a crown
(I really love lil shawty but right now she tryna ignore me
F*ck social media, I deleted instagram that shit ain't for me)