G.Flores - Last Breath Before I Close My Eyes Lyrics

On the metro up at 2am but you're the only thing on my mind
In a city as big as this why's your love so hard to find?
Faces long as the train rolls on, don't worry I'll be just fine
I think about all the things I never said as I down another bottle of wine

The lights dim low as the curtain closes on your washed out face
My lungs collapse as I try to shout, you're the only reason I'm still sane

But now I'm running out of time to tell you
That nothing's ever gonna change
I'm running out of time to love you
Even though I make too many mistakes
I'm running out of time to make things right
I'm running out of words to say
I'm running out of patience every day
Girl, I don't know why I stay
But I stay

Stumbling my way down to Lexington sweating a fever that doesn't exist
In a daze, barely breathing, I dream of that sensation on my lips
Honking horns and howling wolves, I fear I don't know what to believe
I'm blacking out as I scream and shout I hear it echo down the street

Inside our bodies there's a constant war you know my hearts already bleeding
You know I hate it when I feel ignored by every single person I'm seeing

But now I'm running out of time to tell you
That nothing's ever gonna change
I'm running out of time to love you
Even though I make too many mistakes
I'm running out of time to make things right
I'm running out of words to say
I'm running out of patience every day
Girl, I don't know why I stay
But I stay

I stay
For the moment
So you can realize I won't let go
I just want you more
Hell won't be so bad if you're the one holding my hand
Oh my God
Do You even listen?
Oh I'm gasping for air
Why am I so scared

I'm losing myself to my religion
I'm praying to God so that I can fit in
I love my mom more than I love myself
Don't wanna live life like anybody else
I'm losing myself to my religion
I'm praying to God so that I can fit in
I love my mom more than I love myself
Don't wanna live life like anybody else

Ooooh
Oooh-oh-ooooooh
Oooh-ooh-oh-oooh
Oooh-ooh-ooh-oooooh
Oooooh
Oooh-oh-ooooh
Oh-oh-ooooh-ooh
Ooh-oh-oooohh

I'm losing myself to my religion
I'm praying to God so that I can fit in
I love my mom more than I love myself
Don't wanna live life like anybody else
I'm losing myself to my religion
I'm praying to God so that I can fit in
I love my mom more than I love myself
Don't wanna live life like anybody else

I'm losing myself to my religion
I'm praying to God so that I can fit in
I love my mom more than anyone else
I'm just tryna become the best version of myself