Geranium Red - Everything's Okay? Lyrics

One more time awake again
Another chance to fall into the cycle
A daze of unconditional numbing
Misguided yet believing
I'm done deceiving
But deep within I know I'll just keep
F*ckin' with myself

How do you do it? What do you say?
Do you tell yourself that you'll be okay?

Everyday I'm further away
From what I thought I'd be
I can't believe what's happening to me
I'm tearing at the seams

I've been teeth grinding bleeding
Broken deleting all that I was
What am I now?
Help me find out

How you do it What do you say?
Do you tell yourself everything's okay?
I can't because it's not
And now I'm becoming just what they want