You sent me down a Queen of Persia
An angel in disguise
Her beauty matches no other
That I've seen in my life
Slowly but surely
I've seen your signs of love and company
Your generosity
Gives more than I can see
But in my head I have doubted
The journey in front of me
I have many questions
On who I'm supposed to be
Because I'm not a king fit for a queen
I'm not who you think I am
I'm only a boy, not mature enough to be a man
I was born on a devil's day with an anger just as cold
I don't know why you chose me, I didn't fit the mold
And I'm broken on the inside, wondering what to believe
What do I do
Without knowing anything
I know where I was born
I was taught a certain way
I know all the ins and outs of humans
And how time ticks away each day
I was told that you existed
But not for everyone
Only those who believed could see
That you are there for them
And you know
That I don't think that you are really there
I believe in biology and spirit
Not in higher ideology
But now I'm wondering if there's a middle line that I could find
A split in my beliefs given the right amount of time
And if I prayed to you, would you answer my call for help?
Just like you gave me that sweet angel to help me become my better self?
Or would you never send me another sign, and leave me with my thoughts?
No matter how much I try
You are someone on whom I couldn't rely
Because I'm not a king fit for a queen
I'm not who you think I am
I'm only a boy, not mature enough to be a man
I was born on a devil's day with an anger just as cold
I don't know why you chose me, I didn't fit the mold
And I'm broken on the inside
What do I do
Without knowing anything