Gerald Cerda - Alone Lyrics

I saw Holy Ghost
Said Holy shit
Hold me back before I quit
I don't know what I've been doing wrong
I'm an awkward social hypocrite
I fill my cup then empty it
Getting wasted on the run
From my self
For my health
Mend my heart with selfish anecdotes
To gain wealth
For myself
I guess that's why I always feel alone
A l oh oh oh ne
Opened a book to find
That you were right
Back when love was suicide
I only trusted ride or dies
But the pages said that I trust
The world and what we could become
If we let ourselves fall in love
I no longer wanna run
From my self
For my health
Mend my heart with selfish anecdotes
To gain wealth
For myself
I guess that's why I always feel alone
A l oh oh oh ne