Lookin' at you lookin' away
Lookin' after other girls you could play
I'm makin' the rules just for you to break 'em
You were the king, I was your queen
Live acting chess, I could've goin'
Anywhere, but chose to play to protect you
Holdin' back and coverin' up
Breakin' contact, didn't talk too much
Played the perfect housewife or whore
When you decided it's time to f*ck
Handling feelings like orgasms, fake it by heavily breathing
That heartbeat you're feeling's not beating from sex, the f*ck? Nah
Baby, it's panic attacks
To all the boys I've left before
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it, what your mommy has said before
Let me start over, baby
To all the boys I've left before (la-da-da-da, da-da, da-da)
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it, what your mommy has said before
The best thing you could've ever had is gone
Call your mother again
Tell her how crazy I am
Pleased now, that you're scared of me
Let me be your archenemy
Let me play the villain you met
And call me the crazy ex-bitch you left
I should've tagged the price you pay
For playin' me like one of your video games
They said you're afraid of me
And you didn't recognize me
You're callin' it insanity
I call it extra personalities
Delete you like you should've done it with your exes' nudes
I promised, "Break a promise you made
And I'm breakin' your face"
To all the boys I've left before
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it, what your mommy has said before
Let me start over, baby
To all the boys I've left before (la-da-da-da, da-da, da-da)
I hope you're watchin' now
And suck it what your mommy has said before
The best thing you could've ever had is gone
On tiptoes, while you kept crossing lines
I tightrope walkin' in dizzyin' heights
And you slept through
While I stayed up all night
(To all the)