George Walter - Sideways Lyrics

I know the feeling
I wrote the feeling
It hurts so much
I know you're feeling
Just what I'm feeling
It hurts so much
But this time I don't wanna touch something
That's gonna burn me
'Cause she's in my dreams now
Like she's tryna haunt me
Doc thinks I can get up now
Try and kick the sertraline
This year I've been diggin' deep
To find out what's been killin' me but
Maybe I'll learn from the things
That I don't know
And if I f*ck it all up
I'll stay responsible
And If I earned all the shit
I've been swimming in
I might just f*ck it all up
And then begin again
But this time I know
There's something I'm repressing
I feel it all inside
But this time I know
This something needs addressing
I feel it going sideways
Sideways, yeah
I know the reason
I am the reason
It hurts so much
I know you're seeing another version
So I won't touch
But this time I don't wanna hold someone
That's gonna burn me
'Cause she's in my bed now
I think she's in love with me
Doc thinks I can get up now
Try and kick the sertraline
This year I've been diggin' deep
To find out what's been killin' me but
Maybe I'll learn from the things
That I don't know
And if I f*ck it all up
I'll stay responsible
And If I earned all the shit
I've been swimming in
I might just f*ck it all up
And then begin again
But this time I know
There's something I'm repressing
I feel it all inside
But this time I know
This something needs addressing
I feel it going sideways
Sideways, yeah
Sideways, yeah
These broken wings won't fly
It's fallen on it's side
Too drunk to even care
Too high to even try