George in the Clouds - WHY.? Lyrics

Now I can see when I talk with my demons he was there from the off
Spent life on my knees I'm pleading dreams in my head he's taking off
These last couple months we've both been reaching something feeling off
Probably cos my skins been peeling drugs just kept it on

Love didn't keep me true cos my lies helped disguise my pain
Stealth when I made my moves to cope reorganised my brain
Health weighed down by the choices made to keep my smiling face
And you didn't even know, and you didn't even-

I took, my time with it just left the clock
You look, behind at me I'm dead or gone
Back, before this it was bliss with us
Now, I'm falling you don't give a f*ck

I took, my time with it just left the clock
You look, behind at me I'm dead or gone
Back, before this it was bliss with us
Now, I'm falling you don't give a f*ck

We said we'd never give up
Now you've broke my heart again
I'd been feeling f*cked
I just wanna start again

But no
Saw red lights and I'd go
Catch a vibe and I'd roll
Said you don't know what the futures holds
Still acting sly on the low

I'm asking why I still roam
P-Please this guns to the dome
Big thoughts before my birthday
But now you're being so cold

I fold, I'm broke, you know

I owe a debt to death I dodged now gold comes out my mouth
Still roll up stressed these blems I smoke I pity you ain't proud
And now, you won't talk to me
So dad said tell your friends her or me
Had one snake friend kept swerving me
That's one less burden it's working for me
Still the burn in this feeling ain't mild
C-Cutting the dead weight out

I've been all alone
Addiction in my mind
People hit my phone
I just click decline
This a story told
Where love and drugs are lies
Just a sensitive soul
Tryna make it through this life

I've been all alone
Addiction in my mind
People hit my phone
I just click decline
This a story told
Where love and drugs are lies
Just a sensitive soul
Tryna make it through this life