Geno - Pain and Suffer Lyrics

I was cleaning up the house when You
Had first died
Wakin up at night and felt my eyes Cried
You know I've been suffering
All this pain and shit
Had to write about it
I was cleaning up the house when You
Had first died
Wakin up at night and felt my eyes Cried
This shit is gettin the best of me
Ian gonna lie
But I can't do nothing about it so Imma let you fly
Stay cautious in your life bc this shit Is wild
I didn't do shit to nobody why'd you Do me foul
A lot of that pain and suffering since A lil child
Heart broken up inside but I still kept A smile
God just called a family member here We go again
Another funeral I got to go to this is Like number ten
First death was at 9 couldn't even Comprehend
Remembering all the memories we Had back then
Can't read my mind but imma paint a Beautiful pic Vivid
Society teaching us a lesson like we In civics
Can't let pass reflect my future I gotta Go and get it
I don't like people no mo but I am not timid
Imma put my body in a pot and you Gone see me grow
You gotta earn respect here can't get That from the store
Pallbearers for my unc goin six below
Everybody turned fake no need to Help me cope
Can't call anyone broke bc I know How it feels
A couple times the reaper was out Trynna get me killed
A lot of difficult times was trynna get a meal
No trynna impress people I'm just Trynna be real
Doc trynna put me on the pill doe
Ts gone make me ill doe
Confuse my brain for real doe
Man Is this pain gone end doe
Events I gotta attend doe
My head about crash call geico
A lot of these blessings opening up
So imma go through the front doe
Imma work hard and standout
And still remain so humble
We not takin the same route
The road you took gone tumble
We gone let things play out
But whatever you do don't fumble
I was sleepin in the bed when I
Got the message
Woke up and looked at my phone
And saw about 40 texts
What the f*ck is goin on now I'm Back Stressing
Bout to pull the plug on pops that Shit is so depressing
Got in the whip speedin fast
About to get pulled over
Cars stupid on the road
Gone make me blow the motor
Thoughts goin crazy in my head
Feel like a roller coaster
Hit the place went in his
Room and saw his life was gone
Geno