Talking to myself again myself again
I'm all by myself again myself again
Tryna not to misplace the thought that love does exist
Guess it's only me I'm scared of
Talking to myself again myself again
I'm all by myself again myself again
Tryna not to misplace the thought that love does exist
Guess it's only me I'm scared of
Nervous as I'm entering my therapy session
But realizing I'm deaf to all the judgement here
Blessed I have a father who gives valuable lessons
Look in the mirror what I'm facing is my biggest fear
Someone save me from myself again
Someone at least pretend to be a friend
While thinking is "eventually" real
I came to the conclusion we all mentally ill
I'll confidentially build cause my mind has become too corrupt to reveal
Anything truthful about it could be twisted
Sometimes you gotta lie just to make sure that they listening
They tell me I'm gifted
But what is it that I'm missing
When God made me artistic
My biggest flaw is I listen too much
It's the yin and the yang the most minimal things
I look for in the love you bringing
I look at shorty with the cinnamon skin
Already knowing there's a demon and an angel in her
Talking to myself again myself again
I'm all by myself again myself again
Tryna not to misplace the thought that love does exist
Guess it's only me I'm scared of
Talking to myself again myself again
I'm all by myself again myself again
Tryna not to misplace the thought that love does exist
Guess it's only me I'm scared of
Wake up in the morning and I ask myself
Is life worth living should I blast myself
Well acquainted with the heart ache and the pain
And the liquor don't help it seems to stimulate the shame
Blowing all this gas I seem to simulate a plane
I know that I can let go if I exercise restraint
All this anger in my veins from decisions that I've made
Drive me practically insane and it's my fault
Look in the mirror like you lame
If God did pick you up then why can you not play this game
F*ckin bickering I feel the talent that he gave
All the hesitation present since my father passed away
That's my whole life I'm talking 20 plus years
I could fill a whole pool accumulating these tears
My wife is lookin for me I've been screaming right here
But I'm so disconnected she can't hear me out clear
There's no service I'm done hurting
Know I'm here for a purpose
I'm out searching Opportunity knockin I'm so nervous
Guess I'm scared of what could be without learning
All the facts of this journey without cheating
Everybody has demons and mine's Steven
All the opposition flexing and I won't budge Why
Cause I know it's really me that I be scared of
Talking to myself again myself again
I'm all by myself again myself again
Tryna not to misplace the thought that love does exist
Guess it's only me I'm scared of
Talking to myself again myself again
I'm all by myself again myself again
Tryna not to misplace the thought that love does exist
Guess it's only me I'm scared of