Hanging on to this last bit of hope
I've written some crazy thoughts in my notes
It's more than slick rhymes and some quotes
Hanging on to this last bit of rope
I'm breathing, still breathing
Even tho I feel like life got me by the throat
It's no joke there's no bed time
For a kid who chased dreams in his spare time
Showed my heart on my sleeve's where I wear mine
Nowadays "can I help?" is a rare line
And No one sees you crying out
I guess I must mask it well
Cause if some one saw me dying now
The only one to say "stop" is myself
Dark Thoughts amplify when the night falls
Know that you could save lives with the right call
I hit a wall like a dice roll
Not giving a shit like a tight stall
I'm sure love was just a nice spell
Could feel like being locked up in a nice cell
Talking to this girl dolled up and she dress well
Im just scared that she Annabelle
In the night I pray
Conscious of my sins I deserved it
To have loved and lost it was worth it
I wish I could take the pain away
But only yours I'll be fine if I remain this way