Gene Green - Ride The High Lyrics

I've been outside
Late at night and hiding
The way it feels inside me
Something is controlling me

But I can't think about time and life
All I gotta do now is ride the high
Ride the high
Ride the high
Ride the high
Ride the high

Cause if I could take
All the things I do
The mistakes that I've made
And turn them into something I can live with
It'd be something else
It'd be something else

But I can't think about time and life
And I gotta do now is ride the high
Ride the high
Ride the high

Can't think about it
Can't think about it
Can't think about it
I can't think about it

I've been praying but
Who's that peeking in my window
I've been praying but
Mary got me buggin' out
I've been praying but
Who's that peeking in my window
All I gotta do now is ride the high
Ride the high
Ride the high
Ride the high

Yeah so it's basically
Wanting for something that you dislike
Makes you suffer even more
Where life it's an integration of both parts
And rather than questioning
'Why this is happening to me'
It will help to question yourself
What's the reason? what's the purpose?
What's the reason? what's the purpose?
What's this serving?
What needs to be learned?
And what needs to be integrated?
So when it comes to that aspect of integration
It is something that we judge sometimes
It's like snapping at somebody or just yelling
And because we judge it as good or as bad
We polarize ourself
We polarize ourself
Into like what is good and what is bad
Rather than being in wholeness of like
Okay this is serving me right now
But tomorrow something else which could be the opposite
It's like right now I need cold water
But tomorrow I might need warm water
It is scary because it's the personality that has
That we have developed as a way of surviving