Genaddy - Uncertain Lyrics

Everyone's saying they got me if I wanna try to do rap
But support is a high order what if I can't pay the price on the tag
Will I ever know what I can do with all I have on the track
Would anyone know who I was if I were to lift the mask
Only thing I live in Is uncertainty
Tell me to stay positive It don't work for me
I can see bright skies,The absurdity
Is that everyone's living in urgency
Call the emergency room for me
Cuz I ripped the horns off of the bull, made me bleed
Cuz I'm half of a dying breed, laugh when they lie to me
You'll never make it in rap, why you try to be, someone your not
Pull your head out the dirt make you watch
See that everyone's modern façade
Is that they'll make a million, really?
With no bigger will than they got?
But how could I stop?
It's eating away at my lungs and my heart
Telling me if I don't do it then I will be dead before I even start
Rip me apart
Pull the words out my esophagus Confidence Is at a level a novice would
Never be able to picture That's obvious tho
But I'm trying it on for size, see that it fits and I'm
Ready to run with it all, hold the picket line
Don't let anyone in, let the panic begin
Show the monster I really am
One of my own design
Holes with a broken spine
Don't beat up on me
This isn't my dying night
Pill full of cyanide
I just might try and I'm ready to meet my maker
Can you say the same? It's the flavor I savor
When I call his name It's the savior that's hauling me
Into the halls of the afterlife living where y'all can see
I'm uncertain
Bout everything I do, I know you are too
And it's hurting
I'm uncertain
That I'll ever make it In what I can do and it's burning
I'm uncertain
But why do I gotta be? Locking up that side and part of me
I'm uncertain
But not anymore not anymore no
I'm uncertain
Bout everything I do, I know you are too
And it's hurting
I'm uncertain
That I'll ever make it In what I can do and it's burning
I'm uncertain
But why do I gotta be? Locking up that side and part of me
I'm uncertain
But not anymore not anymore no
Thinking I'm one and a million
Maybe not I am not brilliant
I am not mad just you be aware
That I do not care about other opinions
Everyone given em
But they do not know what they do to the mentality
Of the artist they envy, when some of them pen it
The others would pent it up filling a thought their not good enough
But soon enough yeah
You'd see the room erupt
Rumors of
Who it was
Using your fuel to rise
Who decides
Who makes a living
I guess it is who has the newest lines
That's you or I
So come out the shadows unless you don't know how the vowels are utilized
Cuz that was me
And when I was there I didn't think the world wanted me having dreams
I tried to sleep
I locked the door
To lie at peace
But I was seen
By the uncertainty of the rehearsing
When everything worked and the lines were near perfect
It's stirring a thought in my head but I know what I gotta do hey
I gotta ignore it
Sending my mind into orbit
Wont let it down
Till I see the ground
Could absorb it
Ignore it if you would want but I don't recommend
Cuz It's not gonna end till the pen puts a dot on the page
But wait there's a bullet point that means there more of it
I'm uncertain
Bout everything I do, I know you are too
And it's hurting
I'm uncertain
That I'll ever make it In what I can do and it's burning
I'm uncertain
But why do I gotta be? Locking up that side and part of me
I'm uncertain
But not anymore not anymore no
I'm uncertain
But why do I gotta be? Live life like I am an oddity
What is this side of me
What is the point of the product if it is low quality
But I'm trying my best
And you gotta admit you see effort, I'm giving mine to invent
A new reality I can be proud of
Don't call me out if you cannot comprehend
Don't think the beat cut off would stop
What awful thoughts I got
It's only me now, I can hear now
Time has silenced all my wants
It's only needs, how can we breath now
When the song is not what got us in the mood we're in, time to begin
The album not yet dropped