Gemz K - What I Need Lyrics

I guess its a different when you just being you ugh
Poetry different when you just being you ehh
What I need what I need I'm a new breed
I'm Something only god can see

Finding my way in this world
Slowly navigating, can't wait for the change
In real time I'm chasing my destination
Failure to land my plane due to hesitation
Present day murder rate sky high
Niggas look at me with the you gotta die vibes
Writing scribes in blood trying to change my future fewer options for niggas that 2 time losers
In my mind I blind I go dumb I go stupid with real rhetoric
And real execution when you loosen that tie
Nigga pain over that pride nigga
Damn someone gotta lose
We been in this race so long still asking niggas to choose huh

Choose more carefully I need someone care for me choose carefully
I tell em care for me
I just need someone to care for me

You ain't see the pain in my eyes
As I sat and cried
Staring into the devils river as I witness my demise
Last night I had a dream I died
Symbolic of me killing my pride
Vestdella said as vestdella sighed welcome home
I felt thankful to see angel I've arrived heaven
Nothing could lessen the blow as I awoke to be alive
Since 8 all I could hope for was suicide tried couldn't do it
What's the point of human shell I felt soul useless
I'm from Baltimore where niggas study the art of war
Since birth cursed and learn to target yours
All the family you love just insanity how we settle scores
Nothing equal until your enemies calling for the lord
No peace in the streets where niggas blinded
Pills got the youth mindless I see all through my third eyelids
Of vengence yeah

Choose more carefully I need someone care for me choose carefully
I tell em care for me
I just need someone to care for me
Somebody care for me

I just need therapy