Gearshift - A Break from My Brand of the Unusual Usual Lyrics

I don't want you to be mine
I wanna be yours because
Your a break from my brand of the unusual usual
So is it really a surprise that I would find u quite suitable
When someone's wit and charm is really quite beautiful
And when that person provides a break from my brand of the unusual usual

Love probably isn't the right word
But with u is the only time that I really sense I have worth
This isn't love at first glance
So I'll walk back over again
For my chance at a first chance
But of course
I'm not going to take
Cause I need certainty
Before I risk a date
My mind takes the lead
So heart u get the passenger seat
While I determine if it's worth the risk
Of somewhat eternal damage
To that organ that beats

My wit and charm really can't compete
When I compare myself to you I realize I'm obsolete
But even still I'll change who's in the lead
And let my mind take the passenger seat
So
I'll do it today
Time to risk that date
But then I think again

And think I'm too late
My mind once again takes the lead
But trust me it's ok

Cause I'm fine with being alone forever
Cause I won't be completely alone
Just friend zoned
Without you
I feel like a lifelong user of tobacco mouth chew
But it's fine, it's all right
Cause I just need u to be in my life
Then things will be quite dandy
Even though that red turns out more burgundy
Cause really love is quite a bit darker
Im really not fine with being alone forever
Cause being friend zoned
Is not alone
But also not unknown
So I'll stick by ur side
Hopefully
Not mistakenly
Sorry
I'm sorta a mistake myself
But nothing less
I'm a narcissistic
Pessimistic
Little sick
The whole not unknown thing takes some fun out of it
Sorry again
We probably won't ever have moonlit picnics
With just the 2 of us
Unless one day I finally take a risk
On a date with the one person who gives me my only break from our special brand of the unusual usual
If I ever realize that my efforts aren't completely futile
I would do it by getting to the topic of alone forever
Then I'd say how bout we not be lone, together
But (can't put the heart at risk, again)
Maybe things will never be better
But the lie comes again oh me I'm never better