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Constantly I'm Constantine, gone to be up on the screen, come with me and party please, consciously a Constant teen, on the scheme no drop is free, few bottles and I'm complete, watch and see what I can see, consciously a common scene,
Verse 1
I wasn't born with insurance, just assurance of insurgence, permanently discouraged to have the nerve to endure it, been mercilessly tore up, and diverted from our courses, the urgency is poor I'm even learning to ignore this,
I earned to get this loaded so I'm Pouring and absorbing, cornered into courage, was important for us to flourish, now I'm morbid and distorted, from this 40 that I'm holding, my folks don't know a lot of f*cked up story's I'm withholding,
Retrieved data I can use, my dad was stacking loot, so I had to be that dude, the more passionate I grew, took advantage of my roots, acted like a goof, thoughts were getting darker and my heart was blacker than my tooth,
If you're my homie than you that know I been dealing with your demons, that insecure feeling has been eating me more frequent, I'm being convinced that if I quit it be more easy, all of these demonic creatures are sending me in for a treatment,
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Verse 2
All I'm seeing is ceiling we concealing cuz we dealing, now we're ballin it's appalling but to me it seem appealing, nothing wrong with how I'm feeling I'm just guilty for no reason, Paranoia dawning on me, drama built up from deceivers,
Triggered Imbeciles believe it, and the will in me is eager, since my life is such a secret ima spill it on the speakers, my ability to speak on the beat will heal all of the people,... solely show my soul revealing something deeper,
Told myself when I grow up, ima be someone I needed, gotta keep up with my pops but he ain't seeing what I'm meaning, what I mean to all them screaming, when I speak about my demons, it's just a metaphor, only real to those who feel it,
We always get Discredited, justice doesn't benefit, Yet they got enough evidence to give a drunk spaghetti legs, but let the f*cker walk like it was nothing negative, struggle ain't just real the struggle is repetitive,
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Verse 3
Just wanna shoot myself in certain angles when I have my photos taken, avoiding the same old fate as Kurt Cobain and Ota Banga, hold my face still, holding the pain in so it won't over take me, watch how seriously no one takes me as I'm going crazy.
They'll paint the picture of my life like I was rotten all along, like there's no method to the madness that I'm talking on my songs, you can't stop me now I'm here and you can't stop me when I'm gone, the residual I'm leaving is a monster on it's own,
Feeling like the heel and I'm just reeling in the real, everyones a snake until peal them like some eels, trying to scheme from me and steal, people know the drill, cuz a fish that's out of the water for some people is a meal,
Mortify snitches In orbit of my addiction, for conflicting algorithms that are part of my existence, horrifying bitches and the whores who mind my business, jonesing for my lyrics trying to snort a line of this shit,
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