Hey old friend
How has everything been
Do you still have the memories from then
One thing goes wrong
Then it's the next
I've been having unopened texts
There's a million things I wish I had said
And a trillion things I always regret
I've been having trouble holding my breathe
When I'm thinking bout the times we went to quick pushing all the limits
I've been having trouble my breathe when I'm swimming in thoughts from the dirt that you said
I'm in bed
Why did you do the shit that you did
I'll never understand it so I just f*cking quit
Some people say you've changed but I don't believe them
Is that how you saw me when I'm
Thinking bout the time I went to
You, are you almost gone?
I wanna make it there before you gone
I wanna make it there before you go
I'm I too close? I really wanna know
I know you're mad but I can open your eyes
If you just let me guide
I've been waiting for a day that I can make it
No more faking
Restless nights thinking
While you're battling off addiction
I know I will never know
What you're really going through
I try to put it in perspective
I hate when all these memories
Playing back in my head
Maybe life could be better
If I could forget them