Cus you know everything I speak be the truth
People come to me and they tell me I got dat soul
Cus I tell it like nobody else do
Cus I be everything these motherf*ckers pretend to be
Runnin up on these youngins, thinkin a youngin might get too hype
Smokin em up, I'm blunted, thinkin a bunch of em might get too fried
Oh I'm different
Real different
Runnin up on these youngins, thinkin a youngin might get too hype
Smokin em up, I'm blunted, thinkin a bunch of em might get too fried
Coughin up what I been shmokin, inhalin my demons I needed a new life
Oh dat shit too quick fa yall lemme say sum yall can understand
Rememberin da shit Gdot seen inside of da streets
Too much pride so I threw down any youngin talkin bout heat
And these fake hardbody mfs tryna get deep
I aint bluffin, yall aint runnin wit nothin but da police
Who dey think dey foolin, yall bout as ready to bend as crease
Kj put em down, I think dat they ready for bed, like sleep
As a youngin I was hotheaded busy tryna compete
Get it how I'm livin is tough but I gotta eat
See I done danced on Marvin, ran on Martin
Get up wit me I'm a big body like Cartman
Sometimes I felt too strong I aint capable of a weakness
Den I heard dat Rodney was dead and it left me speechless.
Turnt my broken mind to da gutter, I couldnt bleed less
Few months later Tido was dead nd I start to think less
Then they went and took JQ, God I can't beat dis.
Drownin myself in bottles, ironic I was in the deep end
Get me up outta dis shit I'm feelin and take me back to them weekends
We was all onnat dat hot shit, runnin in houses takin da watches
And tvs, and shoes to walk in
So anything shine is mine, me nd bronem gonna have to cop it
Dat foolery built a brotherhood, something dat you cant cop in
Now I'm often sippin dat watery while im walkin
Tryna break out dis misery business couldn't get much harder
I done been through too much, Ion think that I could get harder
Product of my environment
Somethin I'm not too proud of
Fantasizin bout money
Tryna fit in sum prada
Sunny side of da jewelery make me forget my prollems
Rubbin up on these bitches gon make me think that I'm hotter
Lovin nun but these riches is better than seein doctors
Fightin da urge to murder, I'm battlin wit my conscience
Never got to grieve in a way that was somethin proper
Got me a lot of anger wit nothin to get me off it
Tryna find sobriety still aint helpin me prosper
Tryna fight who eyein me, shit aint helpin me prosper
Nd these pills aint helpin me prosper, feelin damned ive lost it
Damn I've lost it
Soon as I snap they puttin me in the can, like garbage
Puttin me in da can like garbage
F*ck it doe I'm gettin off the gram, dont heart me
Stone cold livin and breathin, ion exist
But dis pain be drivin a youngin towards a band, dont start me.
Oh I'm different
Oh I'm different
Built different, real different, I kill different
Hit you wit my fist even though I still got the steel wit me
Shit I treat they melons like a eight ball, my poolstick be ah AK baby, AR
Word on my mother, I'm tougher than what they are
If I catch one, imma stand on mine, shoutout JR
Shit is what I bank on
Tryna find a feezy who get freaky wit sum cake on
One nem types who bad and she know it, so they hate on
Next in line, Gdot superfly wit no cape on
Thun wit it, never clout chasin I'll take ya bape off
Wear it back in front yo bitch ass wit my face off
Right before I take off, nun ion shake off
Gorilla, plus my team winnin, we dont take losses.
Boss shit, Naismith, I made da game and watch it
Foul den I put em on the line, dont cross it
Ion play da rules no more, since I lost it
Puttin work on my breakthrough, like a locksmith
Still tryna recover from rock bottom nd da losses
Grateful my mentality strong, get exhaustin
Every one those I lost, miss em often
Hope that somehow they know, we still rockin
If I ever make it out da O, that they watchin
But f*ck dawg, it's crazy that they aint never callin
Make a youngin crazy, grab my baby and I cock it
Dont know if im hazy or I maybe went and lost it
But I know dat imma make it, long as yall still got me