gavthadon - it's already november?! Lyrics

I've been faking the smile that's been on my face
I've been taking a while just to be okay It's been taking a toll on me every day
I cannot take no more, I want to get away That's just how I'm feeling, let me know just
What the deal is Tell em all my songs is fake, but I couldn't
Be no realer I just don't want you to worry, I don't want
You feeling sorry Mom and dad, I'm doing good, promise I'm not
Gonna hurt me And we're going nowhere, so why do we talk
And I'm going nowhere, oh baby, I'm stuck And my heart keeps racing, eyes keep
Pouring whenever we go out Attached to your soul, and I just can't
Get out It's already November, can't we just chill
Now? And my mind keeps racing, heart keeps pouring
When I write all these songs All these songs, I think I'm right more than
Wrong I think it's taking too long for me to get
Over you What you expect me to do
You're the first girl that I loved, you're the only one I want
I think I'm forever stuck
Stuck forever, oh how I wish I could change the weather
If I could, then it would never be getting better
It would rain, just like my eyes, they do all day
Bring out the sun, I'll let it shine, just like your face
Take me back to when I saw you on Saturday
I was busy just doing things outside of the city
Then I saw you and I'm in awe, cause you're so pretty
And you broke my heart, in the start of the fall
Now I just cry, and I don't know how to stop
Oh, and I can't take it, we're both changing, can we go back to July
Everything was perfect until it was not
I was so certain that you were the one
Oh, and I can't take it, I'm too young to feel this way, man
And it's already November, it was all about us
Now we're just some I remember, embark on this endeavor
We could've be forever, you're worth all of my effort
Hope you're getting the message, All of these songs are directed
To you, to you, Attached to your soul and I just can't get out
It's already November, can we just chill now
And my mind keeps racing, my heart keeps pouring
When I write all these songs
It's coming straight from the heart, I hope you hear what I say
I hope you replay that part, I promise I'm going far
I'm shooting straight for the moon, at least I'll land on the stars
I don't know where you are, and I don't know what I want
I've been faking the smile that's been on my face
I've been taking a while just to be okay
It's been taking a toll on me every day
I cannot take no more, I wanna get away