gavthadon - Before I rest Lyrics

I wanna hear your voice before I fall asleep On the phone or in my room, you're in my head
Oh, what to do? I wanna see your face before I fall asleep
On the phone or in my room, you're in my head Oh, what to do
Oh, I can't escape it Oh, it's getting dangerous
I think about hurting myself And I cannot take it
Oh, I'm getting anxious It's f*cking up my mental health
And when you said I shouldn't worry about you leaving I had cried because I seen right through your lies
You're so deceiving When you said I shouldn't worry about you leaving
I had cried because I seen it in your eyes You didn't mean it
I don't believe it
I can never trust shit, you say shit I can barely trust myself
I need some help I admit that I need some help
Baby, you're my favorite hell I know you ain't good for my health
I know I should find someone else But I don't want to, babe
I'm already f*cked up Oh, just one more drink
And then I'll try to go home Can we just go back to your place
We can relive the old days Saw your face every Sunday
You would go on to church Just to come on to my place
We can have us a good day
I'm going on 17 And I'm not even me
Baby, what does this mean? I wish we just never met
I wish it was all a dream Cause I was happy before
And now I'm dreading tomorrow I don't wanna see the morning
I wanna hear your voice before I fall asleep
On the phone or in my room You're in my head, oh, what to do
I wanna see your face before I fall asleep
On the phone or in my room You're in my head, oh, what to do
Oh, I can't escape it Oh, it's getting dangerous
I think about hurting myself
And I cannot take it Oh, I'm getting anxious
It'sf*cking up my mental health