Gatecloser - Bleeding Rose Lyrics

I BLED

I'm drawing me alone
The last pictures I'll ever do
Cause You're gone and I hate to know
I'm the beast that dig your grave

I'm drowning in your blood
In the f*cked world I've made for me
Cause I'm still alive to face the dark
Knowing I can't take your hand

And I can't paint
The way you were
Missing you
And the way you hated
Frozen in my dreams
Knowing all my sins
Your wicked memory
To get the Devil out of me

Must I throw It all away?
This life I've made for me
And all my bones are full of FAULT
Addicted to my child hopes

Or maybe I'm the FIRE
Painting your forbidden colors
Cause pain PURIFIES ME
Loving my sins to my end

And I can't paint
The way you were
Missing you
And the way you hated
Frozen in my dreams
Knowing all my sins
Your wicked memory
To get the Devil out of me

And sorry I'm alive
In a strong pitiful heart
Like an ill
Snow is falling down
Behind

It's maybe a blood curse
But your love won't hurt
Your wicked memory that know sets me free

It's not the END that I fear
Cause FOREVER I'm yours
It's not the FAITH you chose
That will break ALL my bones
They LIE frozen here
Alone
It's not time to LIVE or DIE
Cause NOW I'll SURVIVE
I'll be the PAINT that you were
Hands on MY chest
A devil's rose for the PAST

Now
I'M
Your BLEEDING ROSE

BLED