Gasoline Lollipops - Ghost of a Man Lyrics

Got home late last night,
It was all locked up.
I guess that's your way of sayin'
That you've had enough.
I wish I could say the same,
'cuz I've had my fill,
But I don't think this stuff
Is gonna stop 'till it kills.

Cll the things that I've lost
Don't even seem to phase me.
My devotion to destruction
Never ceases to amaze me.
Either I must be stupid
Or just flat out crazy.
Like you said,
You're the first and the last
To ever love me, baby.

I put on a mask
Every night and go downtown.
There life is simple,
You make friends by buyin' rounds.
But the mornin's are harder
'cuz I wake up all alone
With my shame, like a fuse
Burnin' down to the bone.

I would apologize
If I had the sincerity
But these days, it don't seem like
There's much here left of me
You don't have to speak,
I know you agree.
Like you said, I'm a ghost
Of the man that I used to be.

Oh, I'm haunting this skin,
And oh, oh, here we go again.
Cnd oh, look at this mess that I'm in.
I pray every day
For this madness to end.