Garvi - Honest Lyrics

I'm stuck at happiness door, i been knocking
The hate breeds more hate, i see it often
Make it with this music or die and embrace coffins
Tryna soar above and beyond and replace walking
I... I keep it honest
Keep it honest, keep it honest
What i said, keep it honest
Keep it honest, keep it honest Niggas know I'm honest
I'm scared of what's in my memory
I need help, you guys are something like therapists, I'm sharing with y'all
My mind is inna collapse, barely care if I fall
Still it's no pain, no gain, stand back while I throw flames
I'm wired off of this tape nigga, no cochain
Really, it be blowing my mind, no curt colbain
Tired as f*ck, I think I'm pressing my luck
For thinking I can make a tape in one night nigga that's insane
But I did it, I'm glad my people was wit it
Staying strong and positioned, I'm never moving my pivot
Frying bars with no skillet, I could of done it with snippets
I'm tired of being timid, this tape looking so wicked
Promise to never slow down after I'm poppin
Success demands change and I ain't stopping
You niggas records are shitty, that's why you floppin
Push me, and I'm getting defensive, I'm Dennis Rodman
Shoutout to my lil sister, I hate Boston
Heightened state of awareness, I trace cautioun
Make it with this music or die and embrace coffins
Tryna soar above and beyond and replace walking, I'm honest
I keep it honest
Keep it honest, keep it honest
What i said, keep it honest
Keep it honest, keep it honest
Keep it honest
Yo
My shit sparking, you just talking
All you making is noise, I never will chase barking
Always got something under my sleeve, I stay plottin
No wonder I'm ahead of the game, it's not shocking
I am the offspring of Lauryn Hill and Christopher Wallace
Run rap with the creed, imma baby Adonis
I'm tryna get up on a new route
Enlighten my mind, open up to different things
Witness something i ain't knew bout
Lessen my women, i ain't tryna get that range up
Too many dimes in ya life'll make you change up
Penguin shit, no wings, i been grounded
They converted into flippers cuz my dreams been drowning
I ain't never on the same shit
5 in the morning, im rapping, I'm tryna slay shit
I'm catching bodies, I'm using a verbal burner, you see it but still play dumb
I don't need them shooters with me nigga, I ain't draymond
Lemme relax for a minute, I'm feeling spacey
I need cleansing, the devil been tryna chase me
I'm not ya usual suspect, I'm Kevin Spacey
Music's in need of a savior, they getting hasty
I'm honest, i keep it honest
Media don't hear me, think I'm speaking in Ebonics
Shame, i be speaking real shit inside my sonnets
Boy so lyrical, i switched pens with Biggie Wallace
What i said, keep it honest
I keep it honest
Swallowed by my pride, prolly why i lost my goddess
Did it to myself, i got no right to be astonished
See i keep it honest, i keep it honest