Garrison Collier - Better or Worse Lyrics

For better or worse
I put my life in the music
So I put that first
They want me to smile, amusing
I think that i'm cursed
Abusing my limits
Keep pushing myself
Cause I know it's gone work
I just spent two thousand on pajamas
For vacations in Bahamas, on my mama
Ain't no drama when you eating like a llama
No McDonalds, shrimp and lobster
Benihanas for mañana
She gone bust it like piñatas
I'm the first thing that she thought of
Hit the bank go make deposits
We young independent bosses
We ain't chalking up no losses
Only thing our fathers taught us
Keep it moving
Don't got time to hesitate
That's how the demons move in
Only time to concentrate on me
That's how i'm doing
Yeah
But dreams are not always reality
Only trust niggas as far as you throw em
Surprising they ain't looking out for me
Some of them doubted me
Some of them saw what I had and was mad at me
Some of them I tried to paint in the picture
But turns out it wasn't a masterpiece
This shit a tragedy
Niggas finessed out my pockets
They want me to fail
I kept it real
They fed me lies want me dead or in jail
They keep on saying the real gone prevail
But these niggas on top
I don't know how to feel
Lately I feel like the battle uphill
And i'm tumbling down
Something like Jack n Jill
They want convince me it's all in a pill
Take anti-depressants lil nigga and chill
They want me medicated
It's all fabricated
But i'm educated
I ain't graduated
So I gotta make it
Ain't got time to fake it
If I see my shot then imma have to take it
It don't matter any nigga barricade it
I'm still running through
And you can bet I break it nigga
Whoa
Get out the way
Can't pay attention with minimum wage
Think for yourself don't get stuck in a cage
Told you don't listen when they say behave
My brothers are dying so we gotta rage
Write your own history take back the page
Hoping we only get better with age
Cause it'll take time ain't gone happen today
Yeah
For better or worse
I put my life in the music
So I put that first
They want me to smile, amusing
I think that i'm cursed
Abusing my limits
Keep pushing myself
Cause I know this gone work
I done spent two thousand on false promises
And now they hanging onto it
They politicking
Like them bitch ass niggas in the offices
I promise this
Bro when I get my money right i'm offing kids
They options is
Apologize or not I feel like mopping shit
Hometown hero, i'll clean the block up shit
Robert DeNiro i'm painting houses nigga
Look me up on Angie's List
Lately I been acting first without assessing damages
Need bandages, i'm bleeding out
My demons been creeping out
This shit what i'm speaking bout
Tried to find a different route
But niggas kept on closing doors
Think now i'm locked out for sure
I can't fight it anymore
That shit hit me in my core
Don't know what they took me for
Now it's time to even scores
Cause there ain't no rich or die trying
I'll die trying to get richer
Ain't no risk in low flying
High flyers get the picture
Split the pot then gut the swisher
Life's a bitch i'm gonna miss her
This my last night on Earth
Wish I could see my mom and kiss her
Cause these niggas tryna take me out
Wait me out
They posted at my house they tryna stake me out
Won't break me down
Not ever nigga
Won't go i'm too clever
They don't like it, whatever
Even if I make it out alive
Still won't do better nigga
For better or worse
I put my life in the music
So I put that first
They want me to smile, amusing
I think that i'm cursed
Abusing my limits
Keep pushing myself
Cause I know this gone work