Gareth Inkster - Misfire Lyrics

Thanks for asking, man
I'll do my best to help you understand
It's hard for me to speak my mind
When lately it's been so hard to clearly define

Does it come from inside?
Chemicals misfiring deep in my mind
Or is there really something that's wrong?
Something external - am I just not strong?

In my head I'm the star
First on the scene to pull you out of the car
But one night I dreamed, to my shame
The cars crashed, lights flashed, and I just ran away

Is there something wrong with me?
I don't think so, but I don't know

In the end will I find
That what I call chaos has long been designed
Will it make a difference to me
To know there's a reason for all that I've seen?