GARDENA - The Fear Lyrics

Gardena
I put on my worst for you, to see if you can take it
Put my heart in reverse for you, because I know you hate it
I spend my nights clenching my teeth
With my tongue in my cheek and my fears on repeat
Tossing and turning I won't fall asleep
Take my pills, close my eyes, they still roam underneath
The fear, so real, so much easier to feel
I get lost in it all the time
Just please don't leave, I swear this isn't me
I just get lost in it all the time
I put on my worst for you, to see if you can take it
Put my heart in reverse for you, because I know you hate it
Alone in my room and I let my life drip
I hold my whole world at the tip of a pen
But I put it aside and try hard to forget
That I'm drowning with all of the lust and the
So I throw out my mind to stay numb in the day
And I rest in the darkness of night where I lay
I spend my nights clenching my teeth
With my tongue in my cheek and my fears on repeat
The fear, so real, so much easier to feel
I get lost in it all the time
Just please don't leave, I swear this isn't me
I just get lost in it all the time
The fear, so real, so much easier to feel
I get lost in it all the time
Just please don't leave, I swear this isn't me
I just get lost in it all the time
The fear, so real, so much easier to feel
I get lost in it all the time
Just please don't leave, I swear this isn't me
I just get lost in it all the time
The fear, so real
I get lost in it all the time