I'm always asking if I want you
And when I do, you're not around
You're only probing
To see if I still bleed
To see if I still need
To see if I'm still here
To see if you're still there
My conscience calmly gives the answer
To simply stop feeding the beast
It's only growing
The beast and I are one
The further that I run
The more things come undone
But we've only just begun