To what end are we confronting?
To settle down and wash me clean?
I want to taste the blood on that blade
The one you stabbed in my back and I walked away
In me walks the behemoth
The beast that tears inside
The monster I've become
Bloody and battered I crawl
As I look in the mirror I see you
The one who chews at my flesh
Designed for torture and disbelief
My body will never heal
Everything comes to an end
Even this fear of being myself
This person I've become
The monster I am
I feel alive
Deciding fates
My lungs collapse
The dirt covers me
I am what I feared most
The life is gone
Darkness when I open my eyes