Hop up on these and sing my pain away
So much that you feel my heart beat through those 808's
Been through so much pain and trauma never healed from it
I've been out here fighting demons and they still coming
Lost some homies to the streets I thought would never leave
Only time I feel okay is off that ecstasy
I fell in love and let a female get the best of me
She turned around and use my heart and love as weaponry
I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits
Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy
I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it
Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me
I gave my all to all my brothers no one ever did
And when I needed them the most they ass was never there
I did my time in jail alone but I was never scared
It only showed me that day ones never really cared
Can't nothing take this pain away
It's been hard to tame my hate
Tried to sleep it off but still I woke up felt the same today
Thinking I got soft I just been quiet better know your place
Secluded in my mental in the darkness and there's no escape
I almost lost my will to fight
Contemplating every night
For a reason to keep my faith not to give up take my life
Everything was going wrong felt like nothing going right
When that pressure got too great I found comfort in my pipe
Bitch it's on sight
Lately been in my feelings couldn't eat or sleep or write
Dealing with this depression I've been coping through this mic
Niggas in disguises tryna follow trend and hype
Stay true to myself can't ever switch I'm not type
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I'm staying strong holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Still I keep a keep lil faith
Haven't had a lot of faith
I've been praying something change
Before I give up it's too late
Still I keep a keep lil faith
Haven't had a lot of faith
I've been praying something change
Before I give and it's too late
I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits
Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy
I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it
Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
Gangsta Of Prophecy - Soul Pain Lyrics
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Hop up on these and sing my pain away
So much that you feel my heart beat through those 808's
Been through so much pain and trauma never healed from it
I've been out here fighting demons and they still coming
Lost some homies to the streets I thought would never leave
Only time I feel okay is off that ecstasy
I fell in love and let a female get the best of me
She turned around and use my heart and love as weaponry
I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits
Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy
I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it
Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me
I gave my all to all my brothers no one ever did
And when I needed them the most they ass was never there
I did my time in jail alone but I was never scared
It only showed me that day ones never really cared
Can't nothing take this pain away
It's been hard to tame my hate
Tried to sleep it off but still I woke up felt the same today
Thinking I got soft I just been quiet better know your place
Secluded in my mental in the darkness and there's no escape
I almost lost my will to fight
Contemplating every night
For a reason to keep my faith not to give up take my life
Everything was going wrong felt like nothing going right
When that pressure got too great I found comfort in my pipe
Bitch it's on sight
Lately been in my feelings couldn't eat or sleep or write
Dealing with this depression I've been coping through this mic
Niggas in disguises tryna follow trend and hype
Stay true to myself can't ever switch I'm not type
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I'm staying strong holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Still I keep a keep lil faith
Haven't had a lot of faith
I've been praying something change
Before I give up it's too late
Still I keep a keep lil faith
Haven't had a lot of faith
I've been praying something change
Before I give and it's too late
I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits
Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy
I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it
Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
So much that you feel my heart beat through those 808's
Been through so much pain and trauma never healed from it
I've been out here fighting demons and they still coming
Lost some homies to the streets I thought would never leave
Only time I feel okay is off that ecstasy
I fell in love and let a female get the best of me
She turned around and use my heart and love as weaponry
I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits
Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy
I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it
Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me
I gave my all to all my brothers no one ever did
And when I needed them the most they ass was never there
I did my time in jail alone but I was never scared
It only showed me that day ones never really cared
Can't nothing take this pain away
It's been hard to tame my hate
Tried to sleep it off but still I woke up felt the same today
Thinking I got soft I just been quiet better know your place
Secluded in my mental in the darkness and there's no escape
I almost lost my will to fight
Contemplating every night
For a reason to keep my faith not to give up take my life
Everything was going wrong felt like nothing going right
When that pressure got too great I found comfort in my pipe
Bitch it's on sight
Lately been in my feelings couldn't eat or sleep or write
Dealing with this depression I've been coping through this mic
Niggas in disguises tryna follow trend and hype
Stay true to myself can't ever switch I'm not type
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I'm staying strong holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Staying strong barley holding on
Still I keep a keep lil faith
Haven't had a lot of faith
I've been praying something change
Before I give up it's too late
Still I keep a keep lil faith
Haven't had a lot of faith
I've been praying something change
Before I give and it's too late
I know I've been taking these drugs to just cope with all my bad habits
Swear that my soul ain't been same since I lost grand daddy
I've tried my best to be better but I'm bad at it
Knowing if he saw what Ive become he would be mad at me
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
I blame myself because I've been right here before
Tryna heal this pain and all this hurt up in my soul
Writer: Ethan Gill
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