69 days till my lover decides whether he loves me more than his wife
68 cold and lonely nights of tossing turning wondering what he decides
67 ways I will react when he tells me he´s not going back
66 ways in which I differ from her
65 e-mails with nothing to declare
64 prayers it´s him on the phone
63 ways to meet when she´s gone
62 questions I hesitate to ask
61 lies to cover us up
60 good guesses how this is gonna end
59 rules I´m expected to bend
58 conversations leading nowhere
57 appointments without him there
55 ways he has caused me pain
54 reasons I´d do it again
53 attempts to end the whole affair ended after
50 seconds of us in his love chair
49 times he says no feelings for her
47 times they tell me they´re still a pair
44 new shoes and him alone to blame
37 years - and I still ain´t got my man
10 ultimatums I never follow through
9 self help books to understand you
8 other dates to get you out of my mind
7 fortune tellers with smiles so kindly
6 lonely weeks while you´re in therapy with her
5 denials to my nosy coworker
4 bidden thrills in our lunch-time break
3 friends to comfort me when my heart aches
2 points left to ponder
When the countdown stops I wonder
After all this waiting, after all I´ve done
Will I become your new number 1
Or will you just be gone