(Verse 1)
See i spend most of my days stressing over things i can't control
When that happens, I try to smoke some weed and let it go
But sadly, the fact is i can't escape the things that i don't know
Well, OCD don't make it easy, please believe me
I'm a walking contradiction, I'm like Yes and No
I'm ebb and flow, the sickness and the antidote
My life is music, i'm the one that's playing all the notes
From high to low, got demons only heaven knows of
Tryna stay sober, or at least good enough to drive
Or good enough to write this crazy verse describing what i feel inside
Right now i feel good enough to cry
Cause I know we been thru some rougher times
Rougher skies that we've flown thru, since i've known you
Up and downs that we go thru, plus I told you I'm not-
Not in denial, but still i close my eyes
Cause if you looking hard enough you'll prolly find
A
(HOOK)
So many reasons to be down, but me i'm choosing to be up, up, up, up, up
Usually i'm stressing out, but today i don't give a f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck
I ain't worried about time right now, shit had me feeling kinda stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
So many reasons to be down, but me i'm choosing to be up
(REFRAIN)
(I never-
said it was easy, going thru life gets kinda tricky
Please believe me, that happiness ain't just a dream
But ain't no freebies, you gotta work everything
Used to be down but check me out now i feel like the feces
Said it was easy, going thru life gets kinda tricky
Please believe me, that happiness ain't just a dream
But ain't no freebies, you gotta work everything
Used to be down but check me out now i feel like the feces
(BRIDGE)
-you smell that?
To anyone that's working on themselves i know you felt that
This life will try get you off course, but of course we all just keep pushing because it's way
(HOOK)
Too many reasons to be down, but me i'm choosing to be up, up, up, up, up
Usually i'm stressing out, but today i don't give a f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck
I ain't worried about time right now, shit had me feeling kinda stuck stuck stuck stuck stuck
So many reasons to be down, but me i'm choosing to be up