Gaby DeSpain - The Edge of Lonely Lyrics

Standing at the edge of lonely
Remember when they told me
"Nothing ever lasts"
Thinking is the bottom rocky
Or will I land softly
Oh god what a drop
Spiral thought, to jump or not
A crowded room, we gravitate
I feel my hurt dissipate
I make you laugh, I take the bait
Wondering if I should wait
Together dive into the deep
Risk your heart and jump with me
Standing at the edge of lonely
Remember when they told me
"Nothing ever lasts"
Thinking is the bottom rocky
Or will I land softly
Oh god what a drop
Spiral thought, to jump or not
I understand, you hesitate
The cliff is steep, I stay patient
You quietly reject the deep
Except my body that you'll keep
You got so high with the climb
I thought it was different this time
Standing at the edge of lonely
Remember when they told me
"Nothing ever lasts"
Thinking is the bottom rocky
Or will I land softly
Oh god what a drop
Spiral thought, to jump or not
Maybe I'm just a good friend and f*ck
And my leaving for Cali was just your luck
An excuse to drift before I stuck
Cause I'm too much
Maybe you wanted me in early days
But when I showed you I'm willing to stay
My baggage isn't worth the weight
You'd rather slip away
Standing at the edge of lonely
Hoping you would see me
And embrace the drop
Thinking is the bottom rocky
Or could we land softly
But we'll never know
Guess I'll throw the dream below